Out of the System - live album
My freshman album is like a diary quite literally it spawned fan favourites such as Dirty Laundry ( my personal opinion and metaphorical take on priest doing nasty things to little boys and trying to get away with it )
Rebel ( A song about the very first love I ever had and the man that you’ll never forget that sometimes you’re just still want to go see that searing pain just to be with them mentally once again here and there)
Amanda (Originally it was going to be a B-side however I metaphorical song about a girl I grew up with on my YouTube page is finder close to 4000 listens alone already surprisingly and I get written about it all the time especially because it references the secret of him a lot of childhood memories there too I guess l)
Beyond the Veil - a songscape - live album
Myself my album I subtitled a song scape because sonically from beginning to end the way it is structured it has similar enough and weaves certain themes along with the storylines that it has a certain tale from beginning to end sort of like a musical play
it also spawned my very most precious song so far and number one fan favourite by far that I’ve ever been asked about and still I am called “Surreal Life” ( affectionately referred to often as that Norman Rockwell song )
This album also deals with some heavy issues such as dealing with those promiscuous confusing slutty years of sex drugs and mental anxiety and even toying with being on the verge of considering suicide at some points such as in the song title song “Beyond the Veil” which many people tell me they relate to feeling that they were on that edge once or twice in life it touches me deeply.
I also wrote a song on it based on the true story of a woman who suffered years of horrific abuse the song is called Elanor and it’s based on the true story ( films such as an American crime as well as The girl next door are based on this woman is true horrific tale it just brought me to tears immediately and the song poured out of me as a desperate cry of a poor girl screaming out in agony why some people just can’t seem to “ Live without this violence at their feet”
And I must mention at least the song I wrote for my grandmother who sadly passed on by now “something darkened this way comes” in which the actual chorus has no lyrics when it comes time for the chorus because of her increasingly mentally confused state it’s simply piano music the song is dear to my heart the lyrics are extremely personal and I cry almost every time I play it.
This album even comes with a nasty foul hidden track at the end :-) I hope everyone else loves the album as much as I do this project of love
The End... is already here - live album
Album three started out strong as ever ended up lagging and maybe will be just an EP only ( I still am very interested in fully pursuing a full cover album however for awhile this almost took the back burner and the cover album almost took off but then we wobbled back to reality) and now we turned out stronger it is definitely going to be a full live album number three however years and years later it is still only halfway written I’ll keep you guys updated
however so far it contains some of the most complex and intense classically inspired piano pieces I have ever constructed proudly and that I’ve ever dared recorded and as a result I’m proud to say the fan seem to love it!! such as “cocaine and bad boys” and “Sophie’s choice” take a listen on my YouTube Playlists page please xoxo
Of course you are free to purchase songs one r more song at a time On my main page if you may like whatever you would like to do !